it is never easy... especially when you are hurt. a fear might be in you, refusing to face yourself of what it can possibly show you.
it may come in different ways...
you may be confronting yourself through other people...which at times might be traumatic that you would wish to just run away from such person, stop communicating, and if you could just forget about him! never wanting anything related to him! but why is that so? because he might have caused you pains that caught you unguarded; no defense!
you may be confronting yourself through a thing or a place... which reminds you of your past. tears are often shed when it is still fresh in your memory. you might refuse to take a replica of such thing nor bother to pass by such place.
you may be confronting yourself through your very own self... which is usually hard to do. you would feel so helpless that you have nothing to hold on to, to defend you. coz it is the truth that you see in yourself. and what is so sad about it, is when you don't even understand how to go through with it!
in whatever means, we have to take courage to stand. we have to carry ourself no matter how difficult it is. we have to face it whatever it is... without disregarding the fact that we have to prepare ourself. coz whenever we are defeated, the pain continues. and when we fall down and surrender, it'll continue to haunt us... so we take our time to overcome those things that we are confronted of. it is our goal to get over it; so we can move on...
if the problem is how to do it... well, i guess nobody knows how to do it exactly... but we can always lean on our faith... just faith that you can do it...
may God grant us the courage... God bless our souls...
+ jocrossy +
Monday, July 30, 2007
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